Morning Gorgeous xx

Apologies all if I haven’t posted in a while.  I have to say that life has been extremely busy and I’ve been very, VERY focussed on a small number of issues…

I haven’t yet resolved those issues, in my mind they’re ongoing. But I can’t physically / mentally do anything about them – or I can, but it’s extreme. And it requires more thought and attention than I wish to give. I can’t change those issues, and they hurt – really hurt. To the point that I cry almost everytime I think about them. But neither that, nor the more extreme option will do anyone any good. I just need to ride them out and hope that someday, someone who was in a position to resolve them sees my point of view.

But anyway, deep breaths; breathe slowly – You need to be the Strong, Confident, Woman that everyone is expecting you to be; as you need to rebuild your personality to match who you are striving to become. And that also means rebuilding your life out of the mess that Bert has left behind. That is no mean feat as he really fucked things up on his way out of the door…

Vikki x

By Vikki Kinsella

My name is Vikki, and I’m a Transgender Female living and working in the UK.

I’ve started this blog purely as a way of writing down my thoughts and feelings, as I now start my journey through transition from living life as Male to becoming Female, and beyond. You see, I spent 45 years of my life living as, what is now known as, a cisgender Male - With almost no idea that I could even consider being Female, let alone consider corrective surgery. But I must admit I did have a tendency to THINK like a woman sometimes... But doesn't every Man think like a woman on occasion? Don't try and hide it boys, you know you do, lol...

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