Oh My God! What a Mess!

Morning Gorgeous xx

I’m going to keep this one short – really short. But it has to go up as it follows into the next quite accurately; so here goes…

Well, they say today is the first day of the rest of your life. Well I actually realised ow true that is this morning and, yet again, I’m in a very reflective mood – with an awful lot going around in my head.

I went to see a play last night, don’t go to the theatre very often (I should). The storyline revolved around a man, a boxer, who was Gay. And it was about him coming to terms with that fact and essentially “coming out” to the world.. It’s a damn good play, written by a guy called Rob Ward. It was written in response to the 2014 Winter Olympics in Russia and has been nominated for a number of awards – it deserves them.

It strikes a chord with me as the whole play is written from the point of view of freedom of expression (a lot of ‘of’s’ in there, lol). And I think it strikes a chord with anybody whose ever had difficulty expressing themselves. In my case it struck the chords of LGBT+ as I am Trans, as you know. But it my case it also struck the chord of the difficulties that people face when trying to express themselves; not just as LGBTQ. See, I’m Autistic as well, which creates further difficulties as I don’t see the world the same way other people do – and that adds an extra barrier on the road to being able to express yourself freely. That barrier has caused me a lot of pain and ultimately resulted in the post that I’ll put up next.

Go see the play, if you can or at least read up on it – in my case, it’s life changing.

Much Love,


Vikki xx

By Vikki Kinsella

My name is Vikki, and I’m a Transgender Female living and working in the UK.

I’ve started this blog purely as a way of writing down my thoughts and feelings, as I now start my journey through transition from living life as Male to becoming Female, and beyond. You see, I spent 45 years of my life living as, what is now known as, a cisgender Male - With almost no idea that I could even consider being Female, let alone consider corrective surgery. But I must admit I did have a tendency to THINK like a woman sometimes... But doesn't every Man think like a woman on occasion? Don't try and hide it boys, you know you do, lol...

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