MtF Transition

Resistance to Change…

Evening Gorgeous…

Something in my head is resistant to change, yet change is clearly what must happen now. I cannot continue any longer on the road I have been travelling down and every single signpost in front of me is telling me that. There is a brick wall ahead of me, yet I dont want to turn back – I can’t. I cant even see the beginning of this tunnel anymore, only the end.

My dreams are incredibly vivid again, emotionally I’m 14 again, I’m back where I started. Back where all this started; scared and alone.

Yet I’m not alone. And I know I’m not alone but I don’t know how to break down this wall that’s infront of me. Although this time, I must.

Much Love,


Vikki xx

By Vikki Kinsella

My name is Vikki, and I’m a Transgender Female living and working in the UK.

I’ve started this blog purely as a way of writing down my thoughts and feelings, as I now start my journey through transition from living life as Male to becoming Female, and beyond. You see, I spent 45 years of my life living as, what is now known as, a cisgender Male - With almost no idea that I could even consider being Female, let alone consider corrective surgery. But I must admit I did have a tendency to THINK like a woman sometimes... But doesn't every Man think like a woman on occasion? Don't try and hide it boys, you know you do, lol...

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