Morning gorgeous xx

Having fun on this fine morning of ours? Hope So; life is for living, bloody well enjoy it!…

This is a quick post this Morning, it could easily be a lengthy one because there’s a very important story behind it. One which, when I tell people, I do wonder if they believe me or not. I wouldnt blame you if you didn’t – never, ever, ever would. It’s one of those stories that; when you hear it, you do think it’s complete fantasy and you do wonder if the person telling it is slightly deluded.

I really wouldn’t blame you for that.

But the thing, as far as that story is concerned, I leave the belief in your hands. Behind the scenes, in the back of my mind, I don’t give a damn whether you believe it or not. I know my side of it, and that’s all that matters to me. Nothing else, it’s a party story, more for your amusement. But it does give you an idea of what I’m capable of when I’m put in the right situation.

Now the reason I mention it here, is I believe another one of those situations has just occurred. And I also believe that I’ve just made the same mistake as well. And that hurts. It hurts because I didn’t learn the lessons from the last one. And you have no idea how much that sucks.

Should I go into detail about this one? Probably best that I don’t. I do know the parties involved have the ability to read this; hence why I’m writing this. Last time, that facility wasn’t available, so there’s no evidence. This time the world has changed and there is some; but not enough.

Also, this time, I’ve changed. And I cut that person out of my life as soon as I knew what was going on.

In addition, I’m not angry. I’m hurt, but I’m not angry. I wish the person every success with the idea they have. Because I truly believe it could change the world if it’s handled right and I’m obviously not the person to do it – just like the last time.

But neither of the two people whose ideas I helped create; will ever be able to remove the fact that I was involved from their own minds….

One has done very well already, the other, I wish you every success with it. My life is obviously going in a different direction. Best of luck to you.

Much love,

Vikki xx

By Vikki Kinsella

My name is Vikki, and I’m a Transgender Female living and working in the UK.

I’ve started this blog purely as a way of writing down my thoughts and feelings, as I now start my journey through transition from living life as Male to becoming Female, and beyond. You see, I spent 45 years of my life living as, what is now known as, a cisgender Male - With almost no idea that I could even consider being Female, let alone consider corrective surgery. But I must admit I did have a tendency to THINK like a woman sometimes... But doesn't every Man think like a woman on occasion? Don't try and hide it boys, you know you do, lol...

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